Mergeing blogs

Well I have finally done it! I deleted the bakery blog and MOOSHED it into this blog. I didn't want to delete what was on there. I mean it is still part of what I do and part of me. I love having the record of the what was in the past and now moving into the future. 

This week is the last week till the beginning of next month when I bake for my church again...or the warehouse..heh however one wants to look at it. There is a big part of me that is sad. I am a very routinized person. So to take out what I have done for over a year is kind of huge for me. So what do I do with my time now that I do NOT have to spend those hours making and baking? I am always trying to figure out what I am trying to do with my life or at least where is God trying to push me into. Sometimes it is things I least expect or I am very petulant about NOT wanting to do.

It is that whole thing about wanting to cry but I feel HAPPY thing!

What to do now...

I know I had MORE whackadoodle dreams last night. I just cannot recall them. I emailed my BFF this morning. Told her about my hair cut. By the time I see her next it will be Blonde! HA...can't stay in one place too long when stress abounds. 

So what to do now? Creatively I have entered into the land of RUT. Horrible place to be. I do understand to live in this place it usually is because I was pushed here by stress. Money the great motivator and the stress producer. You never understand more greatly how it takes Money to make Money till you get older. Brother and I am SO not getting any younger. I need to find me a muse....now where to I get my hands on one!

weirdness!

I have had WHACKADOODLE dreams the past two nights! Sunday night was about N8 and I moving up to NYC to help Juju move into her new apartment that wa 1200.00 a month for 1200 sq feet. It was bad just old. Then we decided we would move up there as well. I went out onto the street to get coffee and Penelope Cruz was there wearing a pink sweater and she was pregnant. Then her husband got shot by a drunk guy drinking a big old bottle of Crown Royal. The police came and it all broke out into a musical. WEEEEEEEEEEEEEIIIIRDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!

Last night was another weird one . I know Pair Hilton, some other snotty ass blonde women were in it. There was a store that had TONS of designer clothing and Chanel make-up was involved. Needless to say...I am a WRECK with the tired today. No amount of coffee has seemed to fight off this over dreaming and not enough SERIOUS DEEP R.E.M state. Hoping tonight will be different. 

NEW BAGS!

Finally Got the New ones up!

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